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Thursday, December 28, 2006
-What a day?Angry?Sad?-
I really dun understand but I guess it's all becos tt everyone is so stressed by all the projects tt we have. Well, just realised tt when school start, there's only one more month to our graduation! It's super fast! Today went to the centre and so projects... somehow or rather we sort of quarrel but I guess everything is fine now cos we sort of talk things out on the phone. I feel tt things cannot be left unsettled so it's best tt when everyone cooled down and then come together again to talk things out. I believed tt our friendship is strong even to overcome anything so no matter wat misunderstanding we have as long as we voice it out things will be fine. Many a times it'a becos we care abt one another tt's why we are bother by each other. I'm gald tt things are getting better cos it's like the whole day especially when things doesnt end off with a good note, it will sort of spoilt everyone's day and with the thanksgiving tt I had with the children's church people, I terribly cried out to God. Specially when it's time to thank God for 2006, you will sort of tend to think abt how the whole year had gone by. It havent been an easy year for everyone. A year which really by the grace of God tt I manage to went through. A year where I can truly thank God tt after all these, I am still holding on to my faith! That through all these, God is still with mi! All I pray is tt 2007 will be a greater and better year. Like wat pastor have said: GOOD is the word for 2007. Gumption,Ownership,One-ness and Delight! Thanks God for all His faithfulness in 2006 and Praise God for all His promises in 2007!
Keep Your DREAMS alive!!
2:55:00 AM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
It's just not the same.
Update update update... So many things to blog abt but just dun have the time and mood to blog. Had an enjoyable Christmas! Will blog abt them asap when I get the photos and when I have the mood to. Was quite sadden and burden abt some ppl. Well, a lot of things had happened ever since the CG multiply in March. Nine months had past since and there's so many things tt happened in the lives of all the differ members. Some people just dun appear to be like how they are in front of you. Hmm... How should I put it? Just feel tt their love for God is not strong enough and are easily affected by the world. She no longer come to church for the past few wk. Used to serve every sat in Children's church. I thought I could talk to her and help her but I realised things are not as easy as I thought. What I can do now is to maintain the friendship and try to tok to her again. God, I need your strenght!
Keep Your DREAMS alive!!
9:20:00 PM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
-Cute & Funny Saleman-
lolx. Today church service is GREAT. Combine with the Bible School Graduation. Ha... I think it's the 3rd or 4th time I attended graduation. Seeing all the members and friends graduating. I also have a feel to go for Bible school. But I guess I will put it off after I finish my degree ba. Hopefully I can get into the Degree course nx year too! Oh... Svc talks abt a few great men of God who went for Missions in oter countries. The common thing about them is tt they all believed tt if they don't do something, nothing will happen. They believe in the Power of One meaning tt One can make a different. Sang the worship song: God is the strenght of my heart. Becos the year is coming to an end, Pastor is like talking about the year so it's remind me of all the happened in this year. Together with that song, I really teared. Believing tt God is always with mi.
Lyrics of the song:
Whom have I in Heaven but You
There is nothing I desire beside You
My heart and my strenght
Many times they failed
But there is one Truth
That always will Prevail
God is the Strenght of my heart
God is the Strenght of my heart
God is the strenght of my heart
and my portion forever. (Forever)
Oh... After tt went for CCH briefing @ 3pm. Didnt went for fellowship cos I got the briefing and since the rest want to go Changi Airport and eat so I nv go. If I go then I wont have enough time to go back. Since like I missed out quite a number of times with my cg members. Guess if I am not around, they also wont notice ba. haha... Ok... Went home to spend some times with my mum since she no nd to go church today. After tt went out with my mum and my cousin to Tampines Mall. Went to Samuel & Kelvin to buy something and when I decided to buy then I ask the sale man is there another color, I end up pointin to him the other color. lolx. That's not all. When I ask for the size, he searched and couldnt find it. Then once again I pointed it out to him and this time he was like 'Oh... sorry.' and he do the action of slapping his own cheek. So funny and cute la. Haha... Think I am really a very observant person. That's what my CCH leader and Pastor said about mi and I guess it's really true. haha... Anyway, Thank God for tt blessing! -Love You very much, God!-
Keep Your DREAMS alive!!
11:27:00 PM
Saturday, December 16, 2006
-Busy Break!-
Busy break? Isn't it contradict? I think so. lolx. Let's see what I have during this 2 wks break:
Rest & Relax!
-Christmas Steamboat @ Shuling's house-
-Christmas Celebration w family @ my house-
-Christmas Candle Light Service in Church-
Serving!
-Children's church saturation-
-Children's church visitation-
-Children's church Christmas's trill service-
-Christmas Outreach-
School Projects!
-IEP paper work: Literature Review & Minutes & Report-
-AMPYC theories & short term goals-
-PED kit-
-ASECS (Supervisor & Parents)
Year three is such an hectic year with tons of projects and other activities like PFT! Now I can Thank God tt the Elephant Shoadow Play is done! Haha...
Keep Your DREAMS alive!!
6:56:00 PM
Friday, December 15, 2006
-Another day-
Went to school to complete the whole 'Shadow Play' today and Guess wat? The Lecturer actually called and said tt she is not free nx wk to assess us! I was quite overwhelm by it cos we spent so much effort to do it then... Hai* Ok the best shall be for the last! lolx. Gonna wait for another wk before she can assess us. At least we have more time to rehearse it out at the centre on monday. Then now can start on doing all the paper works. Went to Bugis with the girls to buy Christmas Presents. As usual, talked and laughed a lot. Glad tt all is settled. Ha... I actually went around Bugis with my 'Shadow play' board. I was like blocking ppl's way when I was on the bus. No choice ma... No seat for me. Thank God tt at the end of the day, it is still in one piece now. lolz. Added new 'Wants' on my list. Do check them out. haha... Looking forward to nx wk but seemed to be a busy wk with all the projects, children's church saturation, Christmas services & Celebrations! Still cannot rest until after Christmas though Projects will nv end until sch end. lolx. Need to start doing New Year Resolutions le! Although quite a lot of things happened this year, I still thank God for single thing that He had done in my life. I just wanna commit myself to love You more nx year! -2006 is indeed a year of changes-
Keep Your DREAMS alive!!
11:20:00 PM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
-Again?-
Half-way through the discussion in class, I received a msg from my cgl. Once again why this msg? "Hey, today evening we will be having a mini cellgroup meeting to talk about the christmas carol" For the past wk, there was already this chalet that I can't really make it due to schoolwork. Then there's this carolling thing which they are meeting in the evening like 4pm which I also cannot go cos I'm NOT having my holidays yet. Then now it's this cgm today at 5.30pm which I am also having lesson! I just simply cannot stand it and just repiled, I cant make it cos got school, after tt got project meeting and visitation. And what's more, this is super last minute! To be informed just 3-4 hours before the cgm? I just cannot comprehend why. I know tt she is tt kind of person tt once she thought of the idea, she will do it immediately but she also need to consider about others too rite? It's not just abt her planning and just simply want things done. There's time/season for everything. That's wat she said she was, wanting everything her own way before she know Christ and now she is trying to be better by the grace of God. Now, she didnt reply mi so I dun even know if they really have the meeting and if there is another meeting on sat or not. Once again I emphasize, I am NOT having my holidays yet, so don't expect me to be like everyone else in the cg to be free! Ok... enough of complaining. Ha... Went for visitation today. Was quite fun cos we brought one of the kids along to visit with us. He is Xuan Yu, 10 years old. He is super active, kept on running about. Ha... But with all his talking actually spices up the visitation. In the end, brought him for supper to have his favourite tissue prata and ice milo. He seemed so contented! Ha...
Keep Your DREAMS alive!!
11:20:00 PM
Monday, December 11, 2006
-Stambled?-
Oh ya...Just chat with Boon Tah on MSN just now. Ha... He always make mi feel tt Singapore is super small becos he actually got attached with one of my secondary school classmare, Jennifer not the one in ECH now. Boon Tah is my primary school classmate if you all wonder. They are not in the same polytechnics, one in TP, the other in SP. Till now I still havent figure out how they got to know each other. And guess who? He is now my seconday school senior who is 2 years older than mi, Nadine's senior in SP. So werid to have a senior who is 2 years younger than u. He actually somehow know my 2 secondary school friends! Dun u think tt Singapore is so small? ANybe becos we all live in the east. ha...
Was quited sad when I heard a few news form my cousin after service when we went to celebrate my uncle's birthday at Seoul Garden. She told mi tt Jonathan & Madeline actually break off on tue after 2 years old relationship. Always hear tt wanna break but nv and now it's real! I just pray tt this will not affect their relationship with God! Another super shocking new! Kai Fei who is supposed to mi the more senior one in my previous cellgroup, someone who is always so full of faith and going to be a cellgroup leader soon actualli got into a wrong relationship with a guy from NIE too. Cos we always believe tt if we wan the relationship to work well he/she has to be a believer and someone who is mature spiritually. But the guy is not unchurch! Suddenly feel the stamble by all these bad news. Of cos I am very sure tt I wont fall into this kind of temptation as I am very clear & convicted abt having a right guy from God. It's real sad to see ur friends especially those who you are very close with, ppl who are rising up actually fell becos of temptation. I pray tt God will make them see the light & tt they will turn back n repent and continue to be empower by God to do His will. Certainly God has a plan for everyone! So let's follow Him n His plan too! God, please help them!
Keep Your DREAMS alive!!
2:10:00 AM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
-Precious Gathering-
As you all can see, there's no guy becos we are from all girls school! All pretty women! lolx!
Just finished typing this entry & just becos I press a wrong button everything is gone. Now I have to retype everything again & I must put in all my feelings again!!! Hai* Ok... I shall be patient & start again. Just came back from DMC gathering @ Faheema's house. It was realli nice of her to allow us to have the gathering at her house with food provided! Ha... It's like 12 ppl gathered in a place. It's nice! We had a great time chitchating & taking lots of photos cos it's seemed like 3-4years we didnt met up & it's the like 1st gathering after so many years. Just in case some of you dun know, DMC is not the brand for the kniting & sewing strings. It stands for Digital Matrix Club. Reminded mi all of the days we had during our secondary school years. TO be frank, I dun remember much of my times with my classmates but I remember almost everything about this CCA. We had all the laughter & sorrows together. Crying & laughing is part of the CCA. lolx. No la... It's a place where I learnt all my videography, editing, sound & IT skills from. A club that both the students & teachers of the shcool either like it or hate it. Of cos those tt like it are naturally those who really know who we are & wat we do. We are like those kinda of student who are good student in class but yet breaking all sorts of rules becos of our CCA. Got all the courage from our 'intructor'. lolx. We used to climb windows on the 2nd storey just to get into the school compound for trainings, staying back until 8 or 9pm in school everyday which was quite bad for seconday school student, going to the coffeeshop opposite school for dinner, misusing the school computer lab with all sort of chat (used to be IRC & later MSN.) It's more like a students-run club as the seniors are always the one who planned all the activities & camps! Ha... was quite shock to hear the details about Dilbert, the teacher who started DMC. He turned out to be a CONMAN, someone who cheat campany money, fake his certs & lied to us all these while! Everything tt he said turn out to be all lies! Was shocked but ok la... After all, he was the one started the club & it's how the seniors are gathered together to form this club. And of cos it's how I joined them when I started sch in sec 1. Thanks to him tt I learnt quite a number of skills from him & I think through him, I found my leadership quallity & creativity. lolx. Still enjoy the gathering as I feel tt it's not about him but it's the friendship tt we all built tt lasts until now. Realli missed all the days we had in the past. Cherished them in the past and forever. lolx. Nv regret joining DMC! :)
Keep Your DREAMS alive!!
11:58:00 PM
Friday, December 08, 2006
-Busy wkend ahead!-
Whole day is like doing projects! Cannot get rid of them! But thank God that we met Sukuna when we are about to leave the library. She was like the 'savior' cos we cannot find the bear hunt book and guess what she was having tt book with her though it's belong to RTRC. Ha... She allowed us to borrow from her. Then when we went to buy food, she wanted to treat us and we kept on rejecting. Then she bought cookies for us! So sweet of her. lolx. Then she was like eating alone. Look so poor thing like so lonely. Dunno how she can stand eating alone. After that, had a great time visting with Grace today. Think it's quite a fruitful time as I manage to spend quality time with the NC. Was laughing and smiling all the way when I visit every child. It's great serving God. I felt so relaxed and on track. lolx. Thinking of the wkend!
Can't believe how I can go through this wkend! My cg is actually having a chalet in the mist of all my busy schedule. I dun blame them of cos but it's just funni if they expect mi to be able to make it for all the 4days 3 nights. After thinking through, I think I can onli go on sat morning till evening I hoped. I tried ok. Ha... Here's what I nd to do: (by monday of cos)
IEP project:
- Task cards
- Mintues of meetings!
- Anecdotal record
- Get all the materials for implementation.
- Get the lesson plan ready.
EOP project:
-Get my speech ready!
Up coming tests:
-Tue, Transcription test!
-Wed, LECS test!
Other than all these, I got other commitments this wkend:
Sat, Chalet & CGM.
Sun, Church Service, Uncle's birthday celebration @ Seoul Garden, DMC gathering!
God, where can I find time to do my work??!! Onli got sat. So I decided to rush home after CGM. I hope that my CGL will understand my situation! God, You gonna help mi!
Keep Your DREAMS alive!!
11:17:00 PM
Thursday, December 07, 2006
-Yeah!-
Yeah! Finally change my blogskin! Thanks to SL! lolx. Have fun doing it but also wasted a lot of time. But happy when it's done! There, I have my wishlist up and the photos! ha... It's Christmas very soon! We were like shopping ard to look for wat to buy for our steamboat which is gonna be @ SL's house. Discussed abt wat to buy for one another. lolx. Then finally bought the Audio books for IEP. Thanks God tt the cheap audio books I saw at Bishan is still there though this time it's SL who spotted it. haha... Went home to listen to it. Didnt expect it to be so nice cos it was cheap. But it realli turn out very nice but need to type out the story a bit. Then we also saw Precious Moments @ J8! Didnt know tt their names are called 'Debbie & Mikey'. They look so huge & cute! lolx. But the performance a bit boring. ha... Maybe they're just for kids!
Oh... Last night Bible Study was super good and I manage to get some revelations out of it. Pst Ming as usually is an anointed teacher tt preaches with conviction. He gave lots of personal experiences and realli challenged us! He was like counting 'wah! You all are abt 7books which is abt 67chapters ahead of ur cg members. Last time I was only 1chapter ahead of the others and I nd to start to give bible study already. How many of you are the first few in ur cg tt actually come for this class?' Everyone was so convicted to give bible study after tt! lolx. Really very funni. He was like teaching on the topic of the Ministry of a Teacher. Then He gave us the example of how he taught Jayden on why cannot play with the lights. He actually demostrate to him what will happened if he get an electrical shok! And he used the Great Commandment in matt28:19-20. ALL is to teach! And also the revelation on why he think tt male should be the main teacher. (Deut6:1) Which I feel tt it's true. Another thing I learnt is what a scribe in the past actually did. E.g: Ezra the scribe. They need to copy the Word of God becos there's no printing machine in the past & how they nd to tear up and throw away what they had copied if they mis-spell 'God's name'. Ha... ok, I should start asking my cgl if I can give BS after Christmas. God is good all the times & all the times God is good!
Here's the pics of the Precious Moments:
Keep Your DREAMS alive!!
11:08:00 PM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
-Thinking-
Hmm...Just read my friend's blog and realize tt she's in NUS le. Suddenly realise tt when everyone who went to JC are all now in Uni. Just came back from church and God really seemed to be answering what I have been thinking abt. Like on friday, when I was with grace for visitation, after telling her all abt the degree program for ECH, she was like saying 'Must go! God is making such a good opportunty for you!' And becos of tt I start to think abt where to go again. Cos if I wanna go Bible School surely it will crash with the Degree course! But today, guess what did Pst Kong preached abt? He preached abt Shamgar, someone in the bible who start where he was at, used what he had and did what he could! And I also dunno why but somehow after the preaching, pst actually prayed and somehow he prayed abt those who wants to have a degree especially the polytechnic students who is worried for the finances! I was like '!!!' God realli know everything! So I am determined to register for the degree course despite no knowing where to get the money! lolx. As for the bible school, I think I will just postponed it until I get my degree. :)
Keep Your DREAMS alive!!
5:51:00 PM
Friday, December 01, 2006
-God is the best!-
Went to Ikea with Dap and her sis this morning again. Ha... Got another 'Heart' soft toy and mange to bought the decos for my Christmas tree and also a Food Bowl for my Pepsi. Cheap and nice for him to drink water. Then spend my day finishing 1 Litres of Tears and went visitation with Grace. Let's talk abt the visitation first. I was on my way there and when I reach Tiong Bahru station something happened. I need the Escalator up and half way through, it suddenly stop and everyone was like almost falling off! So scary! I was not holding onto the rail and I was like 'what happened'? Thank God that no one was injured! Couldnt believe it. Everyone was like faster climb up the escalator in case something happen again. When I reach the platform, I was like still having the feeling of falling off! Nowadays, strange things start hapening. Dunno why. But throughout all these, I am fine. This makes mi have even stronger faith in God tt no matter wat happen, He will be there to ensure tt I am safe and sound! Praise God! Another thing to thank God for is once again Grace drove mi home after vistation. When I step out of the house, I was still thinking 'Oh no! I can onli take one MRT trip to Tiong Bahru. Then how am I going to go home?' Cos I have onli $1 left for this wk. The worse situation is to take a super long journey bus home! God always make a way for His children!
Just finishing watch the show, totaly touched by the show and inspirated by the main person. It's a nice show! In the beginning I was like 'Aiya, I dun cry so easily when watching a show' The first time I cried I think was when I watched 'Mighty Joe Young.' But 1 Litre of tears really made mi cry especially towards the last few epidoses. It's sad to see a young girl who is so talented and youthful to decline each day in her movement. This makes mi wonder how we should treasure lives, every moments. No one can travel back time. The girl was always searching for a purpose of her existent and reason for her to live on despite the illness. Little by little, I believed tt we are impacting lives in ways tt we may not even notice ourselves. Whatever tt may comes in the way on earth, is everything tt God used to prepare us for eternity. God still knows the best for His children!
Keep Your DREAMS alive!!
11:42:00 PM
