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Thursday, January 31, 2008
NO CNY!!!
The only word I can say is OVERWHELMED! What can I do? Really cannot stand myself putting all my effort n energy on assignments alone! They are taking away all my time n energy! CNY is ard the corner but I feel so distant from it. Worse still when parents keep asking me to do this n that when I dun even have the time to finish all my assignments! Even after explaining to them why I am so busy n they dun seemed to understand, that's worse! I am a overcomer when this 6wks are over! So afraid that I have to refrain myself from celebrating CNY becos of the assignments! I wan CNY! Friends are saying they are doing assignments on CNY! Can you believe it? 4 major assignments all needed to be handed in straight after CNY. Everyone is asking me for this n that and I have to keep on saying no to them when I really wan to go... FOCUS, you have to say NO to everyone becos u are focus on ur purpose?Hopping for assignments to be over but that also mean that CNY will be over! dilemma... The worse CNY I ever have... Daphne, we just have to settle to celebrate our post CNY in Bangkok! At first, I am a bit regret abt going but now I am super gald that we are going cos it is really a big reward for myself! Why CNY cannot be like 2 wks later? sigh... goodbye CNY, hello assignments?! Oh ya... and these days, my mum keep turnin off my alarm clock which cause me to wake up later than I expected... I nd to wake up on time, mum. Even if my alarm clock keep ringing n you off it, at least wake me up till i am really awake... sigh...
Keep Your DREAMS alive!!
10:08:00 PM
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Screaming Out Loud!
Everything is piling up as the week goes by. Althought half the term has gone (3wks), it seemed like years. Everyday with at least 1 reading reflection and other assignments to hand in is adding on stress on me. One of the module is helping children cope with stress... I need a module that help adult cope with stress! Not that stress to be exact but it seemed like there's more to come and I dun wan to be drowned with assignments! 16assignments + 18 reading reflections over the 6 weeks are really drowning me. Intensive 6wks are also the most challenging ones but I enjoyed having oversea professions. They are just so different compared to the lecturers.
Now 3 wks have passed and finally half of the assignments have been handed in and I'm left with 8assignments and reading reflections for the next 3 wks. It's getting scarer and scarer as the days approaches becos upcoming are the major assignments due for all the modules! (Screaming out loud!) I really thank God for the strength and power to walk through each day... My favourite phrase nowadays is 'I feel so blessed as each day passes...' becos I know that 'Yes! I did it again! I pulled through the wk!' But sometimes I'm really too cope up with all the assignments and the feeling of giving up is so strong but Thank God for always being with me!
All I can say is that I will greatly declare that 'I DID IT' during my graduation! ha... It is really not a very easy job.
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! Tomorrow will be a better day! =)
AH.... One month of 2008 is coming to pass! What have I achieved? I wonder...n wonder...
Keep Your DREAMS alive!!
12:28:00 AM
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Exciting 2008!
Haha... forget to mention in my previous post abt something important! My service timing is gonna change to sat 3.30pm @ Jurong West! haha... My svc timing changed from expo sun 10am to sun Jurong West (JW) 12noon and now it's gonna change again! There's really revival and growth! More and more services coming up. Really proud of my pastors who need to travel the whole singapore for all the services! We just multiply from 1 service in JW into 2 services in less than 2months! Wow... and expo services are growing too! Really so excited for it!
Today svc! It's impactful. I think everyone nd the message so if you are free do take some time off the busy schedule and watch the online svc @ www.chc.org.sg, video, service message on 'forgiveness'. It's talking about more than 'forgiveness'. There's this story abt filling up a 'jar' and 'marbles'. Really makes u think about what you value in life. I just dunno how to describe the sermon... haha... go watch it online! really!
'If we judge what we value by our circumstance, we will de-value what is important to give value to what is momentary.'
'If we don't put the big rocks in first, we will never be able to fit them in later anymore.' Understand this quote? Watch the online svc! It brings great meaning!
The first few sermons for 2008:
1) Changes
2) Focus
3) Forgiveness
4) Faith
5) Fortitude
Keep Your DREAMS alive!!
5:53:00 PM
Saturday, January 12, 2008
A loOnNgG Week
Monday to Friday... It's seemed so long... But it's good to have some consistency in life. Going to school from 9-5pm. Assignments are a lot but still managable. Heard tt one of my classmate finish most of the assignment 3 wks ago! No comment... haha... Oh ya... I started tuition once again even though I said I wont be giving anymore. But I was quite shock the wk before sch starts tt I receive an sms from the mum. But it's good also consider a blessing at least can get some extra income and so far seems like it havent affect my studies... So Thank God for that! I enjoy giving her tuition since I got direct bus from my school... taught her last year so this year she's pri4! Think it's really great to give tuition from the beginning of the year... no nd to do any catching up, can reallly concentrate on what is to be done. So week 1 of sch had passed... another 3wks to CNY! haha... Counting down. Went to visit the doctor on tue and yeah! finally my lips are getting better! It's been like a month and after visiting the doctor, I finally see it recovering. Getting back on my readings and 4 assignments!
Keep Your DREAMS alive!!
10:01:00 AM
Saturday, January 05, 2008
School gonna starts!
Ha... was just really going through all my syllabses and I realised tt there're really lots to be done. Ha... Already expect will have a lot to do but didnt expect it to be SO sO So much! I only done two chapters of readings so far and sch is starting on monday le.
Anyway here's what I must do! Ha... I got about 2 chapters of reading for all my 4 modules and every modules got 2 lessons per wk so add up together I nd to read abt 16 chapters a wk. Wah... After reading them, I nd to take notes and do some kind of review. On top of all the readings and reviews to be done, there are ASSIGNMENTS!
I flip through and counted!
Wk1: 2 assignments
Wk2: 4 assignments
Wk3: 2 assignments
Wk4: 2 assignments
Wk5: 3 assignements
Wk6: 3 assignments
Every week also got assignments to hand in. And I really thank God tt I'm not taking up anymore tuition assignments. Imagine ending sch at 5pm everyday and with so much to be done. lolx. That's the 1st term of the 2nd semester of year1. Ha... With God, surely I can do all things~!
Oh... Reallylooking forward to CNY. lolx... Think my mind keep telling me tt CNY is in 1months time. That's rally like super fast! Really enjoy CNY cos it's a time where everyone can get together be it with family or just cousins going out together. Ha.. cos when we were still young we enjoyed playing together and eating! Now, it's like cousins all grown up, all go out together! Really hope tt this time all of us can go out together. Really treasure the time where no one will stress or scold you tt you can relax and enjoy. Ha... Lats year I didnt catch the firework hope tt I can catch them this year! I love CNY! Hope tt this feeling will last cos normally grown up dun like CNY. Ha... Half way into getting new clothes and stuff. This year spring cleaning shouldnt be a problem cos seemed like everything quite neat already. lolx.
OH... after CNY, I'll be going to Bangkok for a wk from 18th-22nd Feb. Be out with my niece, her friend which I know and Dap. Combination abit werid but should be ok la. lolx. I can really foresee a lot of happenings these few months. Just need to enticipate. lolx. I really pray that 2008 will be a GREAT year! Looking forward to CNY for now! Lolx... shouldnt I be looking forward to sch starts? lolx... Leap into the month of feb liao... ha... By den my school should have gone into wk 5 le! Yeah! Gonna end soon. lolx. Havent even start yet speaking abt the ending le. Ha... I'm always like this de. Always look towards the ending, this will it will motivate me and now matter wat setback I face in the mist, at least there's something to hold on to, always knowing that everything will come to a pass... Everytime I'm reminded of this verse in the bible:
Hebrews 12:2Looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.
Keep Your DREAMS alive!!
12:29:00 AM
Thursday, January 03, 2008
Happy New Year! It's 2008!
It's 2008! Wah... Another year passed! Ha... I nd to clear all the cobweb first... lolx. Really too busy to blog these days especially during Dec! ha... didnt blog for a month le. A lot happened... Like all the big day stuff, my KL trip with my mum and bro, went for 2 of my seniors' 21st birthday, all the christmas celebration @ home, in church and @ shuling's place (lazy to blog abt this and since shuling blogged abt it le so just go her blog see if u wan) Ha... that's abt it.
KL trip was fun and relaxing... cos all we do is eat and shop. I really love my hotels! Nice design and it really look as nice as the photos on the website! Normally I think the actual will be quite diff from the pics. It's swiss garden hotel @ KL! Went to eat A&W! Yeah! haha... after so many many years... finally get my hands in the curlly fries and rootbeer float! But it's a pity tt waffles not available! Shall go and have it when I go to Bangkok on 18th Feb-23Feb (Hui's birthday) ha...
Once again we had our annual (wahhaha) steamboat @ shuling's place. Jiahui asked: "Cannot go other's house steamboat ah?" lolx... we kind of used to it. lolx. Had our christmas exchange and all... (Ha... I havent receive mine yet!)
Oh... had our CG appreciation on 31st Dec, the last day of the year! And yes! Our cg was awarded second for the best attd growth in WYZ zone. haha... Well Done, w452! Had gift exchange there too! Gave cindy a top form Little Match Girl (Ha... I should admit tt I really dunno wat to give and had a hard time looking for the gift... lolz) Got $20 vouchers and a bear from Song Xian. Tks a lot! Ha... oh ya... and the customised notebook from cindy! Oh... and special gifts for all the 'drivers' in my cg --- cashcards! Really had fun with all the games (POLAR BEAR!) and food! Oh... and thanks Zann for ur gift too! =) Didnt stayed back to countdown cos guess it will be too late if I were to stayed behide. The appreciation was held at Joseph's house (Oh... Thanks Joseph for opening ur house(s)) lolx. Cos his house(s) is/are super big! I think it's the biggest house I've ever been for now. haha... it's like 4 houses combine but I think only 1 house is his while the rest are the rest of the relatives. Since 1st Jan, I think i've been staying in my house. wahha... wanna really have a good start so preparing for school,setting goals, packing my house and so on... School gonna starts again on 7th Jan! Really dun wan to rush things when sch start... haha... Oh ya.. and due to jiahui's influence (quote from shuling) everyone of us had order clothes from Kyurii! lolx. kyuriiwardrobe.blogspot.com they are haveing a 50% sale now! haha... but a lot of clothes all out of stock le.
Ok... signing off to continue my tons of readings! (they are all crying out to mi! lolx)
Keep Your DREAMS alive!!
7:49:00 PM
