Hmm... I knew this was coming. Update on my question posted in my previous post. Today after svc and prayer meeting, went to meet Pst Eileen, and just as I thought, it's about the leader thing. Sigh... and pst felt tt tt leader is a bit 'off'. Which also mean tt Thank God tt I didnt lend her any money. But after knowing everything, of cos felt sad abt it but not stumble as I already somehow expect it to be coming. I'm finally relief tt pst actually gathered us and spoke to us abt this issue becos if a leader fell, wat will happen to the sheeps? At least pst is there. I'm very gladful and thankful. Thought I seem to be quite scare of her but once again this problem allows us to drew closer as a zone. I think it's always the way. The more I interact with someone, the more familiar I can be with tt person and the more I avoid, the more distance and scare I will get. lolx. Now just dunno wat to do... All I can do is PRAY! Prayer has once again become the only solution to problems and seems like our church is on the gear for more prayer meeting! Now even before svc also has prayer meeting just like what we did before back in JW. Speaking about JW, I'm very sure tt my CG is one of those CG tt will be shifting back to JW to start the new svc over there! Anyone wanna come for service? Ha... Quite excited! Not sad at all but a bit bu she de cos gonna miss Expo quite badly. Just like how we gonna miss JW when we shift to Expo. But well... all these are just part of the greater work! For the Kingdom's sake! Let's grow like never before and arise and build! So tt we can be united again together in our Iconic Building in the Marketplace! AMen! After all tt happened, all I can say is I really love God, my church, my ministry and my W452!
Sung some 'old' church songs during today prayer meeting... really reminded me of the past.


I'll pray and pray and pray!

This few days were just concentrated with all my tuition assignments as the kids are having their exams le. But nevertheless, I enjoyed myself having some personal time. Ha... I should start yakking abt my movie marathon before I forget abt it. Well, last fri went for this movie marathon thing from 9pm to 9am, finally watched shows tt I always wan to. So there are Brothers, The Nanny diaries, 881, Artic Tale, 1408 and Anna & Anna. Most of the movies are great except the last one which I fell asleep finally keeping my eyes open for more than 20 hours. Ha... Tt day I reach home at 7pm at night which means tt I'm out for more tan 24hours! Ok... get back to the movies, I love all the shows even though a lot of ppl dun like Artic Tale but tt's the movie tt moved mi to tears! It's really a good documentary. Poor baby polar bear has to be separated from the mum due to lack of food. And why? Cos of Global Warming again!
Oh ya... before I went for the movies, I actually met my bro, cousin and niece at wildwildwet! Yeah! Finally can play there le! It's really FUN and Relaxing to be there. Playing like crazy with all the water! I wanna go again! Just soaking myself in water is already great enough! Loved it! Then after playing the whole day we went to Sakae Sushi and had buffet! We're so hungry tt we ate like everything is free. lolx.

Sunday went for a long fellowship after svc cos
we went down to changi airport to eat and then
back for camp prayer meeting. Why we manage
to go so far for lunch? Cos we got cars! Ha... W452
cars keep multiplying! Now we got about 6 cars le. lolx.
No nd to squeeze 8ppl in a 5seaters car le. lolx. More than enough!
God is abundance! :) Then went to meet Jiawei after tt ate dinner
with Yizhen or should I said I acc her for dinner. Ha... but I ate all
her fries! Ok la... not all la. I'm a potato lover ma. haha...

Monday went out with mum to chinatown. Been quite
some time since I really went out with her le. So this
holidays gonna spent time with her. Went to our favourite
hangout places for makan! lolx. Guess tt's the onli thing
I can do with my mum. ha... We even went to Red Star
Resturant to ta bao our favourite Bao and eggtarts!
Every year we onli go there once during chinese new year 2nd day without fail. ha...

I realize I havent been eating dinner at home except today. lolx.
Everyday night is tuitions and visitation but nx wk I can eat dinner almost
everyday at home cos tuitions will stop till dec as thier exams are over! Now
I can have more nights but dunno wat to do with them. lolx. Anyone wanna ask mi out?
Nx wk I will onli be busy on tue. Thur and fri whole days free! Other than all tt,
I'm still reading books. Currently is Anna Rice, Christ The Lord.
Havent complete yet. Nd to return soon.

One thing tt is on my mind:
It's a long story. But if u wanna know can ask mi.
Ha... the main thing is a leader who has vision abt something and needs $4500.
I still dunno where should I stand.
The true will prevail and be reveal!

Hmm... There's plenty to blog but cannot post up the photos. Ok... I shall just talk. lolx. Let's start from mon. Went out with my bro and niece to Bugis. Nothing planned but was very enjoyable as we went to have lunch at this 'Hong Kong Cafe' not the typical type, cannot remember the name but it's no the 'Hong Kong Cafe'. The only branch in Singapore, Bugis Junction. The food are super nice! I wanna post the photos! Ha... Maybe update again. Oh ya... We bought a Kappa sling bag for my bro cos owe him his birthday present. He bought a watch for himself too! lolx. I bought a converse sling bag and a wallet (Paid onli $9 cos I got $20 vouchers which is going to expire in Dec). So happy! ha... Well, spending my tuition paid again. lolx. No worry, I know these are blessings too.
Tue went visiting with Grace and Yizhen! Ha... Welcome on board! lolx... I think she really see the craziness in us when we visit. ha... It makes visitation enjoyable. ha... shall not say much. wanna know? Join mi for visitation. =P
Wed, didn't do much... Went for tuition and met my bro for dinner @ AMK.
Thur, the most amazing day cos I spent at half the day packing my room, shifting the funiture all by myself! I'm so proud of myself. lolx. Now it's much spacious le and neater of cos. lolx
Fri? Hmm... Going wild wild wet with yuping, bro and niece then going Movie Marathon with Cg and daphne. Stay tune for updates! :)
Planning to buy a Hp cos I saw this new Hp: Nokia 5610 Xpress Music

So cool and style! It is a music hp with 3.2mega pixel too! But dunno how much yet but no worry, I have $50 M1 voucher from my last bday (Going to expire in Mar 08) and M1 sent me a $50 voucher off any phone cos my plan ending in 20days. Ha... Good try in getting me to stay as their customer. lolx. Pray tt it will not be too expensive. :)
One last thing, might be going to Hong Kong with my mother, bro and cousin on 13th-18th Dec cos my bro passing out from NS on 12th Dec. Still in the mist of confirming. Hopefully can go!

Went to for visitation on fri and I was like kidnapped in a child's house. lolx. Yizhen was waiting for mi at the void deck but i'm struck at a kid's house cos she kena scolding from her mum and was crying and hiding under a study table when i visited her. Didnt know what to do and in the end the mum told mi she dun wan to come out so i decided to go in and chatted with the girl. But am glad tt she listen and apologize to her mum in the end. hee... I knew I had two choices, to make a difference or simply say 'oh ok... then see ya nx wk' and walk away. But I knew I'm there for a purpose so I gonna do something difference and I know my gestures will touch the parent's heart. Though I ended up late meeting my cousin tt night... lolx. Had quite a long chat at J8 MOS so by then time all shops are closed. lolx But was glad to spent time together la.
Sat reached cg at abt 1.30pm first time so early cos this wk sat and nx sat no nd serve so finally can reach early. hee... Had a few new members joining us, Welcome Kell, Leonard and Matthew. And W452 is having more cars... should have abt 5 cars now. So happening to be in this cg. I also wan to have a car. lolx. And wk by wk pst Kong is challenging everyone. 'Be ruthless in our givings!' lolx. Indeed everyone can be a millionaire and I know I can be one too. My Heavenly Father is rich so am I! Every 45secs there's a new millionaire and 22.4% from Singapore! lolx. Excited abt giving already! ARISE AND BUILD!

Well... went to collect photoS on monday and went out with my mum. Been a long itme since I last went out with my mum. Didnt really do much... just walk and walk. The photos are real heavy. WHy? cos it's 779 photos altogether. Honestly speaking, I nv see so many photos before and didnt expect them to be SO heavy. So I went to collect the photos first then went shopping with my mum. Was complaining... If I knew it then I would have collect it when I was abt to go home. haha... But still delighted cos I finally can do up my Vietnam Photo album le. Now it's all done expect the writing part. Want to keep the memory. That's why I wan to develop the photos. Anyone wanna see... come my house see. lolx. (Forgot the take a photo of the photoS we developed. aiya!)
Didnt do much expect giving tuition since their exams are real near the corner. Nevertheless, I still spend time doing my own stuff... like watching mobtv cos I kept on missing the 9pm show due to tuitions. And I finished reading 'My best friend's girl', 'Just one more day' and finishing 'Ghost girl by Torey Hayden' who is a child psychology and she wrote non-fiction books abt her encounters. It's all abt children she helped and wat she did. I'm always inspire and I love reading her books. Got to know of her books from a special need teacher during my attachment in year 3. Really nice.
Had a nice chat with Zann finally. lolx. It's always good to get together and keep one another updated I think... if not I will start missing everyone again. lolx. Well... the rest of the wk, Wed: tuition 3-5pm and 7-9pm (Hopefulli I can spent sometime packing my stuff in the morning or maybe go for badminton!), thur, visitation, tuition and meet some of the cg members for dinner and movie I guess, Fri, yeah... finally can meet yuping le. lolx. Going for Klunch then tuition and staying over at her house. So long nv stayover le. lolx. Then will go for cg on sat. Oh... just asked Eunice and hopefully we all can meet up real soon. Yeah! Things are really moving on! :)

Finally got the photos from XingFeng. Tks!Here are some photos to save my explanation on the BBQ. Oh ya... Coincidently, most of the girls wore white on tt day! Told u I went for like 3 BBQ in two wks. Ha... Here they are! Once again i must declare, I love my CG! W452!
Yizhen and me!
Kast, Yizhen and me!
Angela, Xing Feng, Kendrick, Yizhen and me!
Feasting... lolx
One of the games!
The beautiful banner that Yizhen made!

Some of things I want to do during this holidays:
1. Complete my Bible Reading
2. Complete my Fivefold Ministry BS (missed 2 lessons)
3. Read books! (So many of them)
4. Meet Eunice, Faith, Xia out.
5. Meet Hui Qin and Jia Yi out.
6. Go for Jasline's 21st Birthday on 15th Dec
7. Breakaway Youth Camp 13-15th Dec
8. Go for family holiday 16-21th Dec (Haven't decide where)
9. Breakthrough!
10. Practically building relationship with all my friends!
Should have more to come... These are all tt I can think of so far. Meanwhile I will still give tuitions of cos. But I rally hope to make good use of this holidays to build relationship. :)

Hmm... Had a great day yesterday and today cos finally after so long I can really let myself enjoy and fellowship with all my cg members! Yesterday went out with my brother and Yizhen since some of my cg members went for svc while others went home. We went to Toa Payoh and AMK hub! Thanks yizhen and my bro for accompanying me to Toa Payoh to develop photos! It was real bad as we nd to find the place, finally found the place nd $119.40 cash to pay for all the photos which was like... 'Huh... I went got so many cash with me?' So we walked all the way back to withdraw cash from ATM then it started to drizzle. But still thank God cos manage to save 5cents on each photos which cost us to save abt $39.80. (Daphne and mine photos amount up to 796photos, 4 more will made 800!) Mine was about 340 photos while the rest are all Dap's. ha... Then we went to AMK hub and my bro broke my shoes! cos he stepped on my shoe. So end up buying a pair of shoes and some grocery from NTUC. lolx. nothing much to shop de since we dun have much time and quite tired already after the 1-2 hours of trauma. lolx. Oh ya... at NTUC, Yizhen was thinking of pushing me then I almost slip even though she nv push mi. lolx. cos the floor is slippery. She laugh like crazy. haha...
Ok... now let's talk about today! I had a terrible nightmare last night! I dreamt tt I quarrel with Cindy and didnt go church and she gave mi 210 missed calls. lolx. my brother said tt he tried before and it can onli go up to 99 missed calls. Felt super tired and wore out when I woke up suddenly like 6.58am. So scary...
Service was great as Pastor preach abt all that we are doing and all that are to come. Sun was also at the svc! We sat at the first 5th row in the centre! So exciting... it has been almost 2 years since I last sat so in front le. Still remember the times when we meet 7am to queue up at expo for good seats. Those were the times when we really chiong ah. lolx. Really reminds me of a lot of things... Now I missed Xia, Eunice, Faith and my cousin! Now I am very free le... so shall plan for meet up! I wanna meet all of them and zann too! Oh ya... before i forget, we went down to Ivory Thai restaurant (Doreen's parents restaurant) for fellowship... Great food and cheap. Then went down to Great World City to support Skin opening. We ate Ben and Jerry too! I really think tt cg is prospering. lolx. I nv eat so many times of Ben and Jerry for the whole of my 20 years. And this time, we used the vouchers again cos tt time the $300 vouchers still got left over. Did I mention abt the 'So you think you can sing?'? It's a singing competition held my CHC and one of my member got in to the final and he won! And the best part is, we are his fanclub and we screamed and yelled like crazy on tt day! So we won the $300 B&J vouchers as the best fanclub. I think I went for at least 4 times of B&J with W452 since our multiplication in July. Then after tt we went to play Arcade... very long nv play le but was fun cos we played the mario kart! That game reminded mi of the car racing game I used to play when I was in primary sch. Always went down to Kallang with my niece to play tt game in the Arcade but it's closed down already... was quite sad abt it but now I finally found another game tt is similar to it! See... today kinda of weird, was reminded of many things so felt a lot. hmmm....

Why without pot? Cos initally they wanna potluck as it's some kind of a tradition to have a potluck before ending a semester over there. But well... we dun realli like potluck as most ppl can't cook and most of the time everyone will end up buying food. So we decided to have a BBQ.It marked the last day of the semester. The ELMO cake is so cute and nice! It's from Polar Cake and it's a gift from the lecturers. Dunno why got cake also... but will it marked the 4months that we finally made it. Oh ya... That Mr. Koh very funny... As we onli have two male lecturers with more than 60 females (Cos my whole cohort is filled with ladies). We actually have games and he joined in for it. Well, everyone knew that in the end he will be the target for the day but he still enjoyed the game. I think he really played like a child. lolx. Forgot to mention, we played water bombs!

And... a small discovery... Our photos are on the wheelock office wall. lolx. Though sl and I look quite tan, dunno why.

Here in My Life

I have never walk water
Felt the waves beneath my feet but
At Your word Lord, I receive Your
Faith to walk on oceans deep

And I remember how You found me
In that very same place
All my failings surely would’ve drowned me
Still You made a way

Chorus:
You are my freedom
Jesus, You’re the reason
I’m kneeling again at Your throne
Where would I be without You
Here in my life, Here in my life

You have said that all the heavens
Sing for joy at one who find the
Way to freedom truth of Jesus
Bought from death into His life

And I remember how You saw me
Through the eyes of Your grace
And though the cost was Your beloved for me
Still You made a way

Love all the praise and worship songs from CHC! Super nice with anointing! Every word pierce through my heart, every word just showed me more and more of Jesus! It's truly amazing! :)

Things I got during Teacher's Day from tuition kids and cch kids.

Gifts from my CCH kids. It's a hand-made pencil holder. Made from recycle materials. It said 'I love to go to church. I guess these are some little things that keep me moving on in my ministry despite all the challenges. Once a mother told me that she was so touch during the children's church service that she cried even though she dun understand english. God is truly amazing!

Tights and a sunflower from my two tuition kids. Do I wear tights? lolx

All that reminds me of these... A bralet from my CCH kid when she went oversea to Shanghai last year and a rose for my birthday from my secondary sec class. Now I got a rose and a sunflower. lolx. I think I'll have a garden soon.

I shall say that I'm living in blessings... Cos when I went over to visit my cch kids a few wks ago, I receive a box of Raffles Hotel Mooncake. Guess the family has too many mooncakes as they are from a rich family. That's my richest kids since they're from Indonesia and they live in a 3 storey high landed property in Holland V. Quite stress serving them too.

And of cos... thanks to Daphne for her Swensen Ice-cream Mooncakes! My mum did eat it ok. lolx. She said it was nice. Nevertheless, I knew my family won't be able to finish all these mooncakes so I bought some over to the Chalet I had last week.

Gonna share my blessing ma. hee... :) Praise God!

Oh... started my another tuition again. Actually this tuition was off for a month cos the mum said she changed her job. Met her some days ago and she said she want me to tuition her girl again. So went down today. Holidays are here and I dun really know what to do... should I get a job or continue giving tuitions and get more assignments? Still thinking about it.

Bought a new watch today! Saw this watch in the catalogue which my niece brought it along to the chalet. It's pink and it's a digital watch but is quite special cos it's ... ok I dunno how to describe. I already had a non-digital(If there's such a word) watch so I wanted a digital one.

Ha... I just realised tt out of all the movie i wanna watched which I mention in my last post, I only managed to watch THREE! Oh my... Am I really tt busy?!
Ok... now it's a new list of movies I hoped to watch:
1. The Nanny Diaries
2. The Invasion
and many more... lazy to check le. I just wanna head down to the cinema and watch movie. lolx. The last movie I watched was 'No Reservation'. Quite a nice show. Should update this post again when I sort out what movie I wanna watch. :)

Oh ya... new nice worship songs!

Hosanna by Hillsong United album:
I see the king of glory
Coming on the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes
The whole earth shakes
Yeeeah
I see his love and mercy
Washing over all our sin
The people sing
The people sing
[Chorus]
Hosanna
Hosanna
Hosanna in the highest x2
I see a generation
Rising up to take their place
With selfless faith
With selfless faith
I see a near revival
Stirring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees
We're on our knees
[Chorus]
Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me
Break my heart from what breaks yours
Everything I am for your kingdoms' cause
As I go walk from earth to eternity
[Chorus] x2
Hosanna in the highest

Another new song:

(But I can recall the whole song)

But at Your word, I received the

Faith to walk on ocean deep

I remember the time You found me

I remember the time You saw me.

Bought from death into light

Your beloved for me

Through the eyes of Your grace

Still You make a way

You are my freedom, Jesus the Reason,

I'm kneeling again at Your throne,

Where would I be without you,

Here in my life, here in my life.

Seem thousands years had passed since my last entry. Was busy with lots of things... dun really know where should I start. Went for 2 chalets. One was my niece 21st birthday chalet and another was last wkend, my cousin's chalet. Really enjoyed chalet especially when I can really forget about everything else and really enjoy the company of friends and family. My niece's chalet was quite grand since it was filled with lots and I mean LOTS of people. lolx. Though she kept insisting that there wasnt a lot of ppl.

Ha... my cousin's chalet was a more relaxing one cos it had really been a long time since all of us spend time together. Even though the past wkend was filled with things like children's day (The Biggest Day and Busiest time for CHildren's church), I still think tt I enjoyed every bit of the program. From day one, saturating... to visitation to calling up kids, and in the mist of all, going for charlene's birthday party, fellowshiping with new friends, going for the chalet, going for blood donation and giving Zann bible study. What a fruitful week!

Had the chance to really talk to my cousin. He wasnt tt close to all the cousin since young cos of his parents who are quite controlling but now since he had grown up, he had more freedom but still he didnt really like hanging around with us. I thank God for the opportunity for really sharing with him. He is quite open to chrisitianity even though his parents are buddhism. So will realli hope to meet up with him more. We're planning to go to Wild Wild Wet on 15th of Oct since there are 8 free tickets becos he booked tt chalet.

Had been eating BBQ food since Charlene's birthday, the chalet and coming up is the wheelock semester BBQ. It's kinda of like a closing ceremony for this semester ba. Finally finish this semester le. It was really a tough and busy one but nevertheless I'm enjoyed tt. Even though now that all the assignments are submitted, I kinda of feel lost. dunno why also. Maybe it's like a sudden stop after speeding at 200km/h. How can I feel so lost when it's onli the beginning of the holidays. lolxl. I still got 3months to spend. hmm... recently had been borrowing books from the library. Reading books and watching tv/movies have become things tt I always wanted to do during the semester. Too busy... was kinda of deprieve of them all. Thank God for my brother who signed up for the mobtv. I can watch all the shows tt I missed! The police show was real nice this time. I shall said tt it's one of the rare. Cos I always prefer Hongkong police show than singapore's. Singapore's seem to be quite lame and unprofessional. ha... but glad tt they improved quite a lot.

Oh ya... Charlene's BBQ was a very successful one. Lots of friends came and I agreed tt it's a nice way of inviting friends. Stepped out to chatted with new friends. Ha.. it's always one of the things which i'm not very good at. But was glad tt manage to really have good conversation. I shall say... Five things I want to thank God for:

1. Opportunity to share with my cousin.

2. Gave Zann Bible Study.

3. 7 newcomers for my cch group.

4. Great time chatting with charlene's friends.

5. Boldness to go for blood donation. (Even though in the end I didnt donate cos my veins are too tiny... sigh...)

One thing tt really encouraged me:

"If you ask God for patience, will He give you patience or will He give you the opportunity to be patient?" It's actually a phrase from Evan Almighty. Watched this movie from yuping's laptop during the chalet. It's the force tt is driving me to step out in a lot of things. Cos I remembered I always ask God for boldness. So there will be opportunity for boldness... which it's up to me to decide.

This is a real long entry... but still not enough to sumed up my one month. lolx. Oh ya... I finally bought my DS Lite after much consideration and research. lolx. Thank you James and my niece for accompanying me. haha... DS Lite is a good accompanion if you really wan to relax and play while not affecting your studies. why would I say so? Cos I usually played it while travelling. And it also have games tt will train ur brain like brain age!